Oh, Hello There Motivation... Where the CRAP Have You Been?!?!?

So, a few weeks ago, I went to Ohio feeling victorious and on-top-of-the-world. I came back feeling like THIS. It wasn't pleasant. I didn't feel like getting out of bed, let alone running a few miles. So, I didn't. Instead, I walked. I think I may have jogged once, but other than that, nothing.

I suck. Haha!

Or not.

I don't really suck. But, I am veryveryvery aware at how emotional I am and how I let my feelings dictate things in my life. If I'm in a season of depression, instead of pressing in, I drop everything that isn't necessary for basic survival. In short, I do what's required of me, but no more. I hate that I do that.

So, tonight is the night. I am hitting the street. I am going to....wait for it.... run. Gasp.

Hopefully, I won't die. :)