I suck. Haha!
I don't really suck. But, I am veryveryvery aware at how emotional I am and how I let my feelings dictate things in my life. If I'm in a season of depression, instead of pressing in, I drop everything that isn't necessary for basic survival. In short, I do what's required of me, but no more. I hate that I do that.
So, tonight is the night. I am hitting the street. I am going to....wait for it.... run. Gasp.
Hopefully, I won't die. :)